i miss everyone so much

omg..cant believe it.i just miss everyone. i so wan the night walk to ahfang..the wantan mee..thankz to the ppl talking outside bout wantan mee and minced meat mee.argh..
i cooked rice and chinese dishes yesterday. i just miss those food. even fish with head on it.
mcd manager: 'sorry, but i think asian ppl eat the weirdest food. they can even eat fish with fishhead on it.and the eyeballs..'
no seriously, whats wrong with that. rather than having fish fillet everytime..its nice to have fried fish wurt or fish head curry.

i miss one u too. june is coming and everyone from everywhere else will be back and i couldnt imagine how much i will miss.yes US is fun but planning for trips, budget controlling and my laptop!! am so upset. its my offday again.sigh.and offday is the day to think bout everything, how things could go wrong (ok, its just the laptop) and the hours that i could have use to work and earn cash.OPPORTUNITY COST!!

exams results going to be out in a few days time.all the best everyone!! i dont think i can check it on time,without the laptop.or even have the mood the check.i just wan to work work work..earn earn earn and forget bout everything else.

i miss my bed and clean toilet.even hall's toilet isnt that bad.

been eating a lot.really.but not sure if i had put on weight.my leg muscle hurts and it feels like i just had kick fit classes.housekeeping really makes u work up and tone arms..ah..

am losing touch with everyone.i knew it.
*rant rant*

still not too bad.working here.
9-430.housekeeping at hotel breakers.expecting tips in every room i clean.its nice.i reached 30 usd one sunday on tips!! some days..just one cans of drink or a few penny.collegues..not too bad la.columbian,americans,china ppl, bulgarian,malaysian,moldova (dont know where the hell is that) but they speak 5 languages!! ( russian, bulgarian,romanian, ukraine and english).

mcdonald.just started with drive thru and fries.not too bad.the thai ppl helped a lot and they are nice.haha.had quite a fun night last night when que (a black girl ) ask the thai what do they call black in thai and benz said negro? haha.*insulted*..then she said how bout black ppl..and in thai..its dum(black) ppl...haha.should see que's reaction.hilarious.dum ppl??!!!! double insult.
thats thai.

learning bits of spanish too.haha.columbian friends thought me and rach a few words like bariga grande (big tummy) and boracho (drunk).haha.and the other day..they were bugging me how to say dick in chinese!! comeon..do i look like i know? haha.thankz eevern for telling me its yinjing.haha.i could have told them its lan jiao.
*opps*
ah..they are just funny charming ppl who has party several times a week.dancing and drinking.

anyi

bringing out the worse

argh!! my laptop is not working and i have no idea why??!! pls.. let it work.
computer here at the rec centre sux.so hard to type.and no msn!!i wan my laptop back!!!!
*cries*

the 2nd consecutive offday. am starting a second job at mcd later.i need variety.but i need my laptop even more.sigh...how how?

things here are still ok.missed a couple bus out to mall yesterday, visited a gun store,had the famous sandusky pirch sandwich...
it was all good.i get to sleep in this morn.cooked my own lunch without having to wait for others to finish using the stoves..
its just the laptop.i could have brought it here to online all i wan.
it cannot be recovered.went to system restore..and all other things.i really dont know.

few days back, i mean bout 2 days ago, i dont know.its like its better to let it all out but there will be someone that will be hurt.living here brings out the worse in everyone.to know each other better, to know a person's personality and be understanding is just quite hard.i just dont wan to be the middle person or to side.i hate to be referred as 'the same type'. argh!!

anyi
hate to care

church bells chiming

just had a walk with the help of alson's map to find our way to sandusky library.been here once yesterday already with sophie, a girl from china who had been studying in toledo for 2 years.

sandusky downtown is very pretty.quiet and serene with nice historical buildings.am at the library now with rach who's typing furiously next to me.haha.we have got this time limit of one hour and we have to log in every one hour.
its our offday!! and we are so going to fully utilise it.yesyes.library isnt wat we call fully utilizing the offday but o well..this is sandusky small town. we cant do much around here besides grocery shopping and getting cheap bargains..

stop asking me have i shop or not yet! rach and other friends had been to malls for few times but not me!! they have got tonnes of thing and me none!! i dont have any nice offday-shopping day yet.and your souvenirs!! i will get them!! AFTER I SATISFY MY SHOPPING URGE!!
thats not the only thing u all care i am sure but yea.

life's good.work's getting boring.clean rooms toilets, make beds, meet ppl, eat, sleep.and parties..ride nights.
i just had grand prix/ go kart last night.it was awesome!!
the only thing to look forward in work is tips! i love surprises.imagine walking into a room with ur name on it and a big fat note next to it.hehe.its better than getting paid hourly!
i received a thank you card too!!

"
dear our housekeeper,
thankz for making our beds and changing our sheets.it really do mean a lot to us and we do appreciate them.thankz a lot.
god bless,
*****
"
lil things make my day!!

things to look forward to!! :-
this fri is the trip to michigan!! another offday.ahha.too many staff i think.
next week is to niagara falls!!
then work work work.
june something results out. if possible, trip to columbus.or to chicago...

anyi
you chose the hit song and reminded me every time

greetings from sandusky, ohio!!

hey ppl,
missing me yet?? hehe.
am fine here.the ppl are friendly, the weather is cool.i still hate singapore's and malaysia's weather.its so so nice here.today and the first day we got here.the other days in between.it was kinda cold.

should i just go back and recap the first day till now? or just babble everything that comes to mind.its 10 something now and i ought to be sleeping.been sleeping really early like 9 plus or 10 plus these days,waking up at 6 something.thats life.sun doesnt go down till 8.30 and was already rising at 630.food wise, we cooked. it was ok. am definitely not going to go back overweight with a size of american.
i tell you, americans are giant.i felt like i am in a giant world.they are huge,they talk very loudly,they are very straightforward, they food is HUGE, the cars are big, the house compound is big, the land is big....

sg's so smalllll!!!

we had 36 hours long journey here.transitting at taiwan internation airport, Los Angeles Tom Bradley international airport and finally arrived the cleveland airport at some 6 something early morning.then was the rta to shuttle bus to greyhound bus station.freaking long tiring journey.*pss..the diary i bought in sg left untouch.

some OFFICE at cleaveland.its quite a dangerous city.more pics in facebook!! =) will upload soon.
playing around at the empty cedar point.these are random strangers who decided to join in .star jump!! perfect shot.the roller coasters!!
check out http://www.cedarpoint.com/

thats mira,airil,rachel.fellow ntu-ians.

ah...one of the more interesting trip ever to walmart!!
i am hating the states.even at walmart they sell pretty pretty bags!!understand that.a child's XXL has 34" chest and 30" waist.
giant world.the tuna cans and mayo.
freaking giant world.campbell soup can with rach's hand next to chunk light tuna cansguess wats for lunch.haha.subway!!
you got to try this.special type of bread.italian cheese something something.nicer than cheesestick.

and second day of work.
TGI fridays were having some mock pre run of the restaurant.to train their employee and chef..haha.free extra large food.it was just awesome.ahha.
[food blog for now]

we had erm..fried peas with mayo+wasabi sauce, cheesestick,caesarsalad,garden salad,some kind of wraps, this pasta,jack daniel's chicken..and lemonade!!.(a tit bit sweet though)

tour around the park,we got spring!!
flowers are growing.grasses are green.i even see ppl sitting at the grass today picnicking.ask yinmun, i always wan to sit at ntu's grass to study or online but ntu's grass is so pointy and sharp!!i think its called the dragster.or something.i still cant remember the names.bleh.

kk.i think i got to sleep.
working's mad.
i miss exams time.the staying awake till breakfast and continue to cheong till almost before lunch before collapsing.with redbull and nescafe and tea..
ah..ok.i know wats for breakfast tomoro.TEA!!

mom's going to be so happy if she knows i am craving for tea.thats so her thing.i usually take tonnes of rebina and fruit juices when i am home.
i cant wait for xmas.its like the next relaxing days.after august it will just be school, keeping fit, exams...and my bday!!

anyi
take care everyone..

leaving on a jet plane

1440pm

its 6 in the morning.6 in the evening in sandusky.adjusting the body timing now.haha.i am well prepared!! :)

its going to be months.13 weeks to be exact and its equivalent to one semester of uni.
10 weeks work+3 weeks travelling.pray that i will survived!! especially the working period.
me and rach's...
top row (L-R) booklet,rach's passport, cedarpoint keychain, my visa
bottom (L-R) ringgits,USD,SGD,new taiwan dollar,rach's travellers cheque

luggage tags.

will update as soon i get some stable internet connection la.its going to be fun.just before that i do hope that ppl at the custom of USA do not take away my food,my curry paste,my maggie packets and all the nonsence i brought.i am innocent without dangerous face and i am not capable of making bomb with those ingredients.and the lappie..come back in one piece.

see you guys in august!!!
dont emo because i am not around.i know my presence makes a difference in your life and whenever i am not around, something's just missing.
but yea *being my cold,mean,heartless icequeen self...*
dont emo!! emo for wat..

haha.kk.miss me lots and i wont forget ur souvenir. =p

anyi.
more ppl's hating me.for leaving or wat i dont know.

p/s: do check out cedar point's website.the roller coasters..OOooOoMmMmMMMmGggGG..

thelastnight

am taking in every bits and pieces of my home.
its going to be months.
i still misses home.
yesyes.i know you uk ppl cuba ppl are worse.
but i am used to being pampered!! *not like you are not*
am leaving back to sg in a few hours time.
and everytime there's a leaving, i will get all emo and sentimental.
flight's on sun.3 days time.
so not ready.its going to be fun!!
not stressful at all since asians are mroe hardworking than ang mos..
haha.
i hope i can survive the life of a maid.
it feels the same.
indo and philiphino maid came here to look for jobs.me and others go US for job.
*maid in manhattan shows a better fairy tale though* :)
i hope i can survive when mayflies starts hatching and invading cedar point.
imustlearntoloveinsects!!!
and toilets!!

i think i should sleep.
anyi
2yearsagothesamemovie..

if i go back i would never return..

am not allowed to sleep.boo..leaving sg already in a few hours time.bye room..my double deluxe room after roomie left.my comfort zone,study war zone,my nest...

*comes right down to you...i wish i could find the words to say...*

amazing sem,amazing ppl i meet.
yes,i know i have mentioned that i missed highschool when i was in college and when i am in uni i missed college.uni...
haha.really dont know what to say.all i know is that college's still the most,the best, the slackest study days of my life.and uni..i cant even believe how i got through all these.something's gonna change.habit.

its going to be the most erm..happening year i have ever experienced.*i am sounding as if the year had ended* yes my first uni year.everything was just plain shocking and astonishing since a lvl ends.how i ended up here,how i managed to survive,the ppl i meet...*yesyes,i am grateful to have met u guys though i might not seemed to be appreciating*the culture shock i get,the campus life,the activities,the US trip i am going...

~2 in love can make it...love was made for me and you..L is for the way u looked at me, o is for the only one i see, V is for the very very extraordinary..~

its just a total diff feeling.back home and here.really.i miss everyone back there during my first week in sg.i cried.i couldn take it.the thought of just going back and never come back ever again was so strong that i just couldnt let myself think bout it.it was terrible.the workload.the stress.the things.the stupid crazy thing they call lecture notes.and campus life,besides the night cycling and supper nite i had the first week,nothing's better than miserable.

then xueying brought me and hall friends to jp for jap food.that was great.thankz a lot.i needed fresh air and some grocery shopping.then i moved up to her room.all was great.of coz not forgetting how i met yinmun.yes.special thankz again.it was merdeka night the night when malaysians gather to throw ppl into adm water.
stupid yeanchan..*dinner with msian friends later* he barely came to me besides the first night to help me with my timetable.

*one you like a dream come true, two just wanna be with you...if i ever believe my word is done...*

then was lots of suppering at my place with yinmun and soonleong.seriously,things changed really fast.met rachel the other latecomer when i was halfsleeping.then daryl.then to clarke quay with wenni,puiee,andrew,jason,yuwen.and there were just many random moments,random outing with random ppl.*networking*
and all the nights of birthday celebration ahfang.

and the late night supper the roomie got me into eating throughout my whole exam period!! the reading room at n2.

*take me by the hand take me somewhere new..i'm with you*

sem2.things changed.ppl came in and out.really.i thought its going to be the same but no.less emo-ing,less stoning,less sleeping and mug! the gpa isnt good enough.*kiasuism reigns*
mon kickfit,tues belly dance,wed yoga,thurs jog,fri swim,sat go out,sun rest.
no more frequent outing.sg's so boring!!!! we went johor.ohya,eevenn the johorian who studies in newzealand who's on exchange here had gone from the good shy boy to boy who wans to club so that he could...
opps.am not the big mouth.seriously.
more reading rooms.n2,new canteen,sbs classroom with free access to speaker where we can blast our songs from ipod and study sama together.not too bad.ntu has study places of all kinds.
main changes: the new canteen.haha.subway!!!!!!!! canadian pizza,indonesian food,sakae sushi with cheaper prices for students and a chinese dimsum restaurant.
canteen food's not sucky at all.

shit.am hungry now.
and times up.
for bus back home!
its going to be a crazy week packing for US.

a.y